Chapter 5821 A Cock To Die For(Taboo Fuck):>Ep13
- A knot of violent distaste grew like a tumour as he watched the gangly youth embrace his granddaughter, 'Look at him, he's got his whole life ahead of him. What have I got? I haven't and will never have her or anyone like her. Her soft flesh, those big innocent eyes. She trusts you. She loves you, like a... Not that way, not that way. Not the way you want her to like you.'
- He kicked the table away, glasses fell and broke on the flagstones. He staggered to his feet then leaned on the wall as he walked away, away from the music, away from people, away from the whole fuckin' world, 'That part of my life is over. A woman twice her age wouldn't look at me twice. I'm like Tommaso, dying slow. A descent into decrepitude and senility and oblivion. It's all over! Your life is over! Gone, gone. All done with.'
- Betsy watched him slither around the curve of the wall and down a slope out of view. Suddenly she noticed the music had finished and her teenage partner had stood back and bowed formally.